so yesterday i found out that i was going home to see my family and old friends back home in texas, last time i was back home and saw all of my old high school friends i was at my lowest weight and now i have 2 weeks to get back there, today i look in the mirror and i see good things, but the problem is the distortion.... in a day or maybe even minutes i will look again and see problems and flaws, i know i need to work harder and get thinner for the trip,
i have only 2 weeks and i know i can do it! my beau will be gone the weekend before so he will not be on me to eat dinner and all at night so i can watch my own eating and make sure i reach my goal, i am really focused now, i feel good and i want to look different, a good different for my friends,
i have to buckle down and now is the time, wish me luck!