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sorry its been a while
i didnt make my goal... well i honestly never do.. i can tell that the weight is coming off but its not enough, i am working out everyday, someway or another, gym or yoga...new focus, have to do good
so yesterday i found out that i was going home to see my family and old friends back home in texas, last time i was back home and saw all of my old high school friends i was at my lowest weight and now i have 2 weeks to get back there, today i look in the mirror and i see good things, but the problem is the distortion.... in a day or maybe even minutes i will look again and see problems and flaws, i know i need to work harder and get thinner for the trip, i have only 2 weeks and i know i can do it! my beau will be gone the weekend before so he will not be on me to eat dinner and all at night so i can watch my own eating and make sure i reach my goal, i am really focused now, i feel good and i want to look different, a good different for my friends, i have to buckle down and now is the time, wish me luck!today... long... yesterday... bad
So.. today is gonna be long, i have only had a coffee and its only 12! i have another 9 hours to work and i dont know how im gonna make it!MY new name... my doing! Go figure
haha... good story, i did not know just how visable the screen name would be when i signed up, hence.. the new handle..new name... not my doing
so i guess the name change is due to the neg. about being ana, i want this to be a place for recovery but also for those who are afraid to recover.. ie me...yeah for today
today has been great... no work, slept in... then i went to the beach for 4 hours and got a great tan...hello all
so today i have done well, only a coffee drink and its already 3:00! i had a few nuts bc i felt like i was about to pass out, i am going to go home and work out after work and then out to dinner with my beau and there i will have a dry grilled piece of fish and veggies. seems like a good plan.Top Brands
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