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fmw ED Resources: A List! :D May 8, 2008 2:11 PM Hey, I just joined this group, but I figured I'd tell you guys that I made a list on here of Websites that offer good info & support for people struggling with various types of Eating Disorders! You can find the list right here: {Eating Disorder Support, Info & Resources} I included stuff around the world for random countries as well. :) xoxo
gemmasurf sorry its been a while Sep 17, 2007 6:47 AM i didnt make my goal... well i honestly never do.. i can tell that the weight is coming off but its not enough, i am working out everyday, someway or another, gym or yoga... and only 500 calories or less, i think i am changing it up enough to give my metabolism a boost, i dont know though.. we will see, i can tell that my perscrip. is kicking in... it is supposed to be a hunger suppressant. not that i really feel hunger pain any more, its usually me just getting cranky or its 11 and i know i need to eat or i will crash the next day... oh well stay strong,
gemmasurf new focus, have to do good Aug 19, 2007 9:23 AM so yesterday i found out that i was going home to see my family and old friends back home in texas, last time i was back home and saw all of my old high school friends i was at my lowest weight and now i have 2 weeks to get back there, today i look in the mirror and i see good things, but the problem is the distortion.... in a day or maybe even minutes i will look again and see problems and flaws, i know i need to work harder and get thinner for the trip, i have only 2 weeks and i know i can do it! my beau will be gone the weekend before so he will not be on me to eat dinner and all at night so i can watch my own eating and make sure i reach my goal, i am really focused now, i feel good and i want to look different, a good different for my friends, i have to buckle down and now is the time, wish me luck!
gemmasurf today... long... yesterday... bad Aug 13, 2007 9:30 AM So.. today is gonna be long, i have only had a coffee and its only 12! i have another 9 hours to work and i dont know how im gonna make it! agrh! this week is gonna be hard! yesterday was bad too! i went into work, went to the mall for a bag, then went home and all day i only had a cup of green tea, i was making dinner for some friends and my beau.. a healthy dinner of black beans and rice, spicy and lots of veggies. well. i was so hungry all day! where did this come from? i am on this pill that i am taking for my migranes. it is supposed to help with hunger, i was supposed to loose weight on it but in reality i seem more hungry on it than ever! what are the odds?!
gemmasurf MY new name... my doing! Go figure Aug 10, 2007 4:23 PM haha... good story, i did not know just how visable the screen name would be when i signed up, hence.. the new handle.. like it? well anyways, today was good, i was notified by the great moderators here at team sugar and everything is great, as for me today has been good, work is stressfull, my workout was great! like 400+ cals with only about 200 consumed today! woohoo i was motivated! but still no signs of my effort! i hate this time... when you see no fruits of your labor! oh well, got to keep positive, i do feel very weak today and so i think a light dinner will do me good, i have a super crazy day of work ahead of me tomorrow and then a week of screaming kids and long hours again so despite the haunting calories of 500 and 800 i will be burning off alot running after the rascals and i will work out in the morning and night as well, i have to do something to get off this plateau I am on... maybe our viewers have some suggestions..? anyone?